{"version":"https://jsonfeed.org/version/1","title":"I Am Darby – Teacher | Modern Mystic | Writer","home_page_url":"https://iamdarbyc.com","description":"I Am Darby – Teacher | Modern Mystic | Writer","author":{"name":"I Am Darby – Teacher | Modern Mystic | Writer"},"items":[{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/separation-is-a-farce-and-laughter-is-the-key","html_content":"<p>My hair is wet, and sitting pinned on top of my head. I have thoroughly lathered and conditioned with Pantene Pro-V because it works. I am wearing my ACDC tee and typing out what I hope will be a thoughtful message. Ther...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/separation-is-a-farce-and-laughter-is-the-key","title":"Separation is a farce and laughter is the key","summary":"My hair is wet, and sitting pinned on top of my head. I have thoroughly lathered and conditioned with Pantene Pro-V because it works. I am wearing my ACDC tee and typing out what I hope will be a thoughtful message. Ther...","date_modified":"2026-07-15T01:51:48Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/weird-dreams-white-rose-realms-cords-you-arent-meant-to-cut","html_content":"<p>Dearest fragment of my memory,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/weird-dreams-white-rose-realms-cords-you-arent-meant-to-cut","title":"Weird dreams, white rose, realms, & cords you aren't meant to cut","summary":"Dearest fragment of my memory,","date_modified":"2026-07-09T11:51:34Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/olive-bites-pink-wallpaper-becoming-the-magnet---a-love-letter","html_content":"<p>Non-Magical Me,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/olive-bites-pink-wallpaper-becoming-the-magnet---a-love-letter","title":"Olive Bites, Pink Wallpaper, Becoming The Magnet - A love letter ","summary":"Non-Magical Me,","date_modified":"2026-06-30T23:04:05Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/gemini-music---chameleon-souls-purple-rain-permission-to-shift","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_6419-EDIT.jpg\"/><p>Buenos días, saints.</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/gemini-music---chameleon-souls-purple-rain-permission-to-shift","title":"Gemini Music - Chameleon Souls, Purple Rain & permission to shift","summary":"Buenos días, saints.","date_modified":"2026-06-21T16:32:13Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/maybe-im-amazed-gemini-medicine-for-the-human-heart","html_content":"<p>Eagle-soul,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/maybe-im-amazed-gemini-medicine-for-the-human-heart","title":"Maybe I'm Amazed: Gemini Medicine for the Human Heart","summary":"Eagle-soul,","date_modified":"2026-06-14T15:49:12Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/live-let-die-door-slams-peens-duality----a-love-letter","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/MV5BZDk0MWNiOWQtMDBkMC00ODY3LWIwYmYtMDM0NTNiZT.jpg\"/><p>Pretend-Dante-Diego-Demon-Broski-door slammed currently,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/live-let-die-door-slams-peens-duality----a-love-letter","title":"Live & Let Die, Door Slams, Peens, & Duality -- A love letter","summary":"Pretend-Dante-Diego-Demon-Broski-door slammed currently,","date_modified":"2026-06-09T20:33:57Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter-written-between-storms","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_5852.jpeg\"/><p>My forever parddddner wherever you are or my bosom friend,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter-written-between-storms","title":"A Love Letter Written Between Storms","summary":"My forever parddddner wherever you are or my bosom friend,","date_modified":"2026-05-24T15:38:15Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/taurus-energy---the-way-love-stories-build","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/cher-believe-podcast.jpg\"/><p>An Astro Music Ministry</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/taurus-energy---the-way-love-stories-build","title":"Taurus Energy - the way love stories build","summary":"An Astro Music Ministry","date_modified":"2026-05-21T17:21:03Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/sympathy-for-the-devil-and-taurus-season-wisdom-a-music-ministry","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/1280px-Optreden_Rolling_Stones_in_het_Feijenoo.jpg\"/><p>Beautiful Things Require Maintenance in Taurus Season</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/sympathy-for-the-devil-and-taurus-season-wisdom-a-music-ministry","title":"Sympathy for the Devil and Taurus Season Wisdom: A Music Ministry","summary":"Beautiful Things Require Maintenance in Taurus Season","date_modified":"2026-05-03T14:07:17Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/welcome-to-the-jungle-taurus-shadow-rebuilding","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/Axl_rose_2010_concert.jpg\"/><p>Interestingly enough, those of you who have long rocked with me know that Axl Rock Zaddy, floats in frequently as an orb of energy. Guns N' Roses lives in my mythos, and so does my ongoing thesis that I am equal parts st...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/welcome-to-the-jungle-taurus-shadow-rebuilding","title":"Welcome to the Jungle: Taurus, Shadow & Rebuilding","summary":"Interestingly enough, those of you who have long rocked with me know that Axl Rock Zaddy, floats in frequently as an orb of energy. Guns N' Roses lives in my mythos, and so does my ongoing thesis that I am equal parts st...","date_modified":"2026-04-26T13:29:59Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/astro-music-ministry-aries-energy-bold-self-expression","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/Pharrell_Williams_2014_Coachella_Valley_Music_.jpg\"/><p>My darling wildflowers, I’d like to introduce you to a new segment I’m calling Astro Music Ministry, a space where I marry one of the ways Spirit speaks to me most loudly. Through music. Through the schzings I feel in my...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/astro-music-ministry-aries-energy-bold-self-expression","title":"Astro Music Ministry: Aries Energy & Bold Self-Expression","summary":"My darling wildflowers, I’d like to introduce you to a new segment I’m calling Astro Music Ministry, a space where I marry one of the ways Spirit speaks to me most loudly. Through music. Through the schzings I feel in my...","date_modified":"2026-04-16T18:46:39Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/music-ministry---vivir-mi-vida-the-practice-of-choosing-joy","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_2151.jpg\"/><p>Today I played Vivir Mi Vida by Marc Anthony for Música Miércoles, and I watched my students do that thing where they try to decide if they’re going to let themselves enjoy something or keep pretending they don’t care. A...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/music-ministry---vivir-mi-vida-the-practice-of-choosing-joy","title":"Music Ministry - Vivir Mi Vida: The Practice of Choosing Joy","summary":"Today I played Vivir Mi Vida by Marc Anthony for Música Miércoles, and I watched my students do that thing where they try to decide if they’re going to let themselves enjoy something or keep pretending they don’t care. A...","date_modified":"2026-04-01T20:25:28Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-dude-list---my-practical-magic-spell","html_content":"<p>Dante,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-dude-list---my-practical-magic-spell","title":"The dude list - my practical magic spell","summary":"Dante,","date_modified":"2026-03-26T17:46:32Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-dare-he-jacob-thinks-he-can-do-whatever-he-wants","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/ChatGPT%20Image%20Mar%2025%2C%202026%2C%2004_25_33%20PM.png\"/><p>She burst into the room and immediately saw him leaned back at a poker table, whiskey-wired with that familiar glaze over his eyes, laughing like nothing in the world could touch him. Anger rose from her belly into her c...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-dare-he-jacob-thinks-he-can-do-whatever-he-wants","title":"How dare he! Jacob thinks he can do whatever he wants. ","summary":"She burst into the room and immediately saw him leaned back at a poker table, whiskey-wired with that familiar glaze over his eyes, laughing like nothing in the world could touch him. Anger rose from her belly into her c...","date_modified":"2026-03-25T20:27:35Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/coffee-daydreams-the-kind-of-love-that-walks-beside-me","html_content":"<p>Dante, do you love coffee as I do? That is such a silly question. Of course you do.</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/coffee-daydreams-the-kind-of-love-that-walks-beside-me","title":"Coffee, Daydreams, & The Kind Of Love That Walks Beside Me","summary":"Dante, do you love coffee as I do? That is such a silly question. Of course you do.","date_modified":"2026-03-20T11:41:52Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/love-pilgrimage-duckling-nonsense","html_content":"<p>My Love Pilgrimage began long before I ever started speaking about it online. I think all of us have our own version of a pilgrimage, our own mission when we come here. Philosophers and mystics have speculated for centur...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/love-pilgrimage-duckling-nonsense","title":"Love Pilgrimage + duckling nonsense","summary":"My Love Pilgrimage began long before I ever started speaking about it online. I think all of us have our own version of a pilgrimage, our own mission when we come here. Philosophers and mystics have speculated for centur...","date_modified":"2026-03-19T11:39:07Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/youve-got-a-winning-hand-brick-house-a-music-ministry","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_4182.JPG\"/><p>The Commodores</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/youve-got-a-winning-hand-brick-house-a-music-ministry","title":"You've Got A Winning Hand, Brick House: A Music Ministry","summary":"The Commodores","date_modified":"2026-03-15T13:41:02Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/ashes-to-ashes-scorch-the-land-to-grow-a-new-crop","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/Cups06.jpg\"/><p>Venus Day, Love day, Broski</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/ashes-to-ashes-scorch-the-land-to-grow-a-new-crop","title":"Ashes to ashes, scorch the land to grow a new crop. ","summary":"Venus Day, Love day, Broski","date_modified":"2026-03-13T11:48:50Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter-from-a-10pm-spiral","html_content":"<p>Heartsong,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter-from-a-10pm-spiral","title":"A Love Letter From A 10PM Spiral :) ","summary":"Heartsong,","date_modified":"2026-03-11T22:40:56Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/whoa-whoa-whoa-things-can-only-get-better-a-music-ministry","html_content":"<p>Things Can Only Get Better by Howard Jones, published in 1985, my birth year. Okay Spirit, what's up?</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/whoa-whoa-whoa-things-can-only-get-better-a-music-ministry","title":"Whoa, Whoa, Whoa: Things Can Only Get Better: A music ministry","summary":"Things Can Only Get Better by Howard Jones, published in 1985, my birth year. Okay Spirit, what's up?","date_modified":"2026-03-03T22:35:00Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-costumes-we-choose-clydes-daughter","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_5064.jpg\"/><p>And for my next trick...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-costumes-we-choose-clydes-daughter","title":"The Costumes We Choose; Clyde's Daughter.","summary":"And for my next trick...","date_modified":"2026-03-01T14:24:12Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/zatarains---a-love-letter","html_content":"<p>Dante, my strength, my stars,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/zatarains---a-love-letter","title":"ZATARAINS - a love letter","summary":"Dante, my strength, my stars,","date_modified":"2026-02-26T21:30:14Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/take-on-me-love-will-come-for-you-anyway---a-music-ministry","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/ChatGPT%20Image%20Feb%2022%2C%202026%2C%2010_04_35%20AM.png\"/><p>Let me keep it a buck with you. Take On Me has never been a song I actively select to jam to. It's a song that just kind of exists. Do you know what I mean? You hum along in grocery stores. A must for any good 80s playli</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/take-on-me-love-will-come-for-you-anyway---a-music-ministry","title":"Take On Me; Love Will Come For You Anyway - A Music Ministry","summary":"Let me keep it a buck with you. Take On Me has never been a song I actively select to jam to. It's a song that just kind of exists. Do you know what I mean? You hum along in grocery stores. A must for any good 80s playli","date_modified":"2026-02-22T15:07:12Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/screw-pants-the-vapors-connect-four","html_content":"<p>Everything is pmo. </p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/screw-pants-the-vapors-connect-four","title":"Screw pants, the vapors & connect four ","summary":"Everything is pmo. ","date_modified":"2026-02-18T11:28:07Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/lets-pretenda-love-letter","html_content":"<p>León,\nLast night was taxing. Tossing and turning all night to enter the year of fire-horse. How did you sleep? The light is barely creaking through the blinds, and the house is quiet and still. I loathe my outfit today, ...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/lets-pretenda-love-letter","title":"Let's pretend...a love letter","summary":"León,\nLast night was taxing. Tossing and turning all night to enter the year of fire-horse. How did you sleep? The light is barely creaking through the blinds, and the house is quiet and still. I loathe my outfit today, ...","date_modified":"2026-02-17T12:53:36Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/no-net-beneath-us-keep-your-love-alive","html_content":"<p>And I can’t help but unravel it...why?</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/no-net-beneath-us-keep-your-love-alive","title":"No net beneath us; keep your Love alive.","summary":"And I can’t help but unravel it...why?","date_modified":"2026-02-17T02:32:52Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/echo-chambers","html_content":"<p>Wake up, take soma\nWake up, take soma\nYou’re make believing again</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/echo-chambers","title":"Echo Chambers","summary":"Wake up, take soma\nWake up, take soma\nYou’re make believing again","date_modified":"2026-02-14T14:27:30Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/3-poems-to-the-divine-feminine-to-love","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_2658.jpeg\"/><p>Before You Read</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/3-poems-to-the-divine-feminine-to-love","title":"3 Poems To The Divine Feminine, To Love by Sara Kubala","summary":"Before You Read","date_modified":"2026-02-12T18:51:27Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/whimsy-is-faltering-a-plea-to-my-inner-hero","html_content":"<p>23,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/whimsy-is-faltering-a-plea-to-my-inner-hero","title":"Whimsy is faltering; a plea to my inner hero. ","summary":"23,","date_modified":"2026-02-10T13:04:03Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/when-staying-warm-becomes-a-privilege-a-love-letter","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/7C0D0A48-FB49-4EB1-9BA7-ACF4F20E2678%20Copy.JPG\"/><p>Dear froze-nose, </p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/when-staying-warm-becomes-a-privilege-a-love-letter","title":"When Staying Warm Becomes a Privilege: A Love Letter","summary":"Dear froze-nose, ","date_modified":"2026-02-01T16:29:10Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/another-atrocity-america-living-with-ptsd","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/diane-picchiottino-iDjhpbx4V9g-unsplash.jpg\"/><p>Beloved, might I offer you a quiet moment?</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/another-atrocity-america-living-with-ptsd","title":"Another Atrocity: America Living With PTSD","summary":"Beloved, might I offer you a quiet moment?","date_modified":"2026-01-26T21:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-summoning-a-music-ministry-on-the-dark-masculine-savior","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/Screenshot%202026-01-23%202.11.22%20PM.png\"/><p>I was listening to The Summoning by Sleep Token the other night and I felt held in the music, transported to somewhere both dark and radiant.</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-summoning-a-music-ministry-on-the-dark-masculine-savior","title":"The Summoning: A Music Ministry On The Dark Masculine Savior","summary":"I was listening to The Summoning by Sleep Token the other night and I felt held in the music, transported to somewhere both dark and radiant.","date_modified":"2026-01-23T01:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter---new-teeth-mlk-words-uber-cardi-energy","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/images%20(1)-c5706e6.jpeg\"/><p>My compass,\nIt is very early, and I want to write you, so I shall.</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter---new-teeth-mlk-words-uber-cardi-energy","title":"A Love Letter - New Teeth, MLK & Words, Uber + Cardi energy","summary":"My compass,\nIt is very early, and I want to write you, so I shall.","date_modified":"2026-01-19T14:37:06Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/joan-of-arc-belief-god-and-the-bullshit-of-power","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/Messenger_poster.jpg\"/><p>Since collective is returning to 2016... I keep seeing it ripple through social media, people revisiting who they were, what broke, what woke them up, what nearly took them under. That year sits strangely in the collecti...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/joan-of-arc-belief-god-and-the-bullshit-of-power","title":"Joan Of Arc, Belief, God, And The Bullshit Of Power","summary":"Since collective is returning to 2016... I keep seeing it ripple through social media, people revisiting who they were, what broke, what woke them up, what nearly took them under. That year sits strangely in the collecti...","date_modified":"2026-01-18T18:40:08Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter-from-the-swan-choosing-love-with-clarity","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/blob-42d3642.png\"/><p>To Another Starfish Floating Out There,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-love-letter-from-the-swan-choosing-love-with-clarity","title":"A Love Letter From the Swan: Choosing Love With Clarity","summary":"To Another Starfish Floating Out There,","date_modified":"2026-01-17T16:06:06Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-hidden-struggle-of-rest-for-high-functioning-women","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/camphoto_33463914.jpg\"/><p>Can a bihh talk about how absolutely annoying it is to rest when you’re being a high-achieving woman? Be so for real. I know I’m supposed to be resting. My body is very clearly, Darbra, we cannot robot at max levels, we ...</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/the-hidden-struggle-of-rest-for-high-functioning-women","title":"The Hidden Struggle Of Rest For High-Functioning Women","summary":"Can a bihh talk about how absolutely annoying it is to rest when you’re being a high-achieving woman? Be so for real. I know I’m supposed to be resting. My body is very clearly, Darbra, we cannot robot at max levels, we ...","date_modified":"2026-01-13T21:21:43Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/fake-as-fuck-and-loving-it-rewriting-the-stories-we-tell","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_2727.JPG\"/><p>Parts of Nashville seemed fake as fuck to me.\nAnd I loved it.</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/fake-as-fuck-and-loving-it-rewriting-the-stories-we-tell","title":"Fake as Fuck and Loving It: Rewriting the Stories We Tell","summary":"Parts of Nashville seemed fake as fuck to me.\nAnd I loved it.","date_modified":"2026-01-08T20:20:37Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/love-letter---letting-my-work-be-seen-without-owning-the-meaning","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_0373.jpg\"/><p>Dante, my husband (what a practice imagining having a husband)</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/love-letter---letting-my-work-be-seen-without-owning-the-meaning","title":"Love Letter - Letting My Work Be Seen Without Owning the Meaning","summary":"Dante, my husband (what a practice imagining having a husband)","date_modified":"2025-12-28T17:01:05Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-4-the-door-of-visibility-%E2%80%94-learning-to-be-seen-as-you-are","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/blob-56c2fd5.png\"/><p>Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries — Week Four</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-4-the-door-of-visibility-%E2%80%94-learning-to-be-seen-as-you-are","title":"Week 4: The Door Of Visibility — Learning To Be Seen As You Are","summary":"Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries — Week Four","date_modified":"2025-12-21T17:32:18Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-to-know-you%E2%80%99re-in-an-integration-season-and-what-to-do","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/zoe-richardson-XuJreNkw2BM-unsplash.jpg\"/><p>THE QUIET HORIZON</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-to-know-you%E2%80%99re-in-an-integration-season-and-what-to-do","title":"How to Know You’re In An Integration Season (And What To Do)","summary":"THE QUIET HORIZON","date_modified":"2025-12-17T14:59:07Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-3-finding-strength-in-the-quiet-horizon","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/blob-4beebe3.png\"/><p>Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries — Week Three</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-3-finding-strength-in-the-quiet-horizon","title":"Week 3: Finding Strength in the Quiet Horizon","summary":"Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries — Week Three","date_modified":"2025-12-14T16:00:18Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-to-discern-true-connection-from-limerence-and-projection","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/gregoire-thibaud-vUf_9xDZYBs-unsplash.jpg\"/><p>THE LONG SURRENDER\n Week Two Teaching — Discernment Diaries</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-to-discern-true-connection-from-limerence-and-projection","title":"How to Discern True Connection from Limerence and Projection","summary":"THE LONG SURRENDER\n Week Two Teaching — Discernment Diaries","date_modified":"2025-12-11T19:39:03Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-2-the-long-surrender-%E2%80%94-reclaiming-inner-sovereignty","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_1914.jpg\"/><p>Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries — Week Two</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-2-the-long-surrender-%E2%80%94-reclaiming-inner-sovereignty","title":"Week 2: The Long Surrender — Reclaiming Inner Sovereignty","summary":"Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries — Week Two","date_modified":"2025-12-07T16:24:52Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-to-discern-safe-and-ethical-spiritual-guidance","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/tim-cooper-XfqGuWevmvs-unsplash.jpg\"/><p>THE INNER GARDEN IS HOLY</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/how-to-discern-safe-and-ethical-spiritual-guidance","title":"How to Discern Safe and Ethical Spiritual Guidance","summary":"THE INNER GARDEN IS HOLY","date_modified":"2025-12-05T00:48:24Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-one-%E2%80%94-the-inner-world-is-holy-guarding-the-garden","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/dea50582-551a-4a43-839d-4f87b69754a6.png\"/><p>Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/week-one-%E2%80%94-the-inner-world-is-holy-guarding-the-garden","title":"Week 1 — The Inner World Is Holy: Guarding the Garden","summary":"Winter of Becoming · Discernment Diaries","date_modified":"2025-11-30T15:22:52Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-little-whimsy-love-letter-because-sometimes-we-need-them","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/12CD5288-3942-4249-858B-291B168969CB.png\"/><p>Sphinx, </p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/a-little-whimsy-love-letter-because-sometimes-we-need-them","title":"A little whimsy love letter because sometimes we need them","summary":"Sphinx, ","date_modified":"2025-11-23T15:48:42Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/you%E2%80%99re-allowed-to-rest-release-the-guilt","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/babi-NW61v3xF0-0-unsplash.jpg\"/><p>You’re Allowed to Need a Damn Minute</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/you%E2%80%99re-allowed-to-rest-release-the-guilt","title":"You’re Allowed to Rest: Release the Guilt","summary":"You’re Allowed to Need a Damn Minute","date_modified":"2025-11-19T18:37:49Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/an-apology-to-the-light-we-keep-running-from","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/the-dream-the-bed.jpg\"/><p>My own heart,</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/an-apology-to-the-light-we-keep-running-from","title":"An Apology to the Light We Keep Running From","summary":"My own heart,","date_modified":"2025-11-12T19:07:26Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/just-a-cloud-away-finding-light-in-life%E2%80%99s-messy-middles","html_content":"<img src=\"https://img1.wsimg.com/isteam/ip/66869c46-2e5a-47fd-b763-e6dd178da90f/IMG_0860.jpg\"/><p>Dante, thank you for being steadfast. <3</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/just-a-cloud-away-finding-light-in-life%E2%80%99s-messy-middles","title":"Just a Cloud Away: Finding Light in Life’s Messy Middles","summary":"Dante, thank you for being steadfast. <3","date_modified":"2025-11-09T14:03:08Z"},{"id":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/when-the-tears-come","html_content":"<p>Today I had a student fall apart in my arms.</p>","url":"https://iamdarbyc.com/nebulous-blog/f/when-the-tears-come","title":"When the Tears Come...","summary":"Today I had a student fall apart in my arms.","date_modified":"2025-11-05T23:12:44Z"}]}